Tuesday, 26 July 2022

Artificial Intelligence

 

Film, photography & concept by Gaynor Perry

with
Grethe Mangala Jensen
&
Deborah Griffin

Music
written & performed by Gaynor Perry
produced & performed by Noko 440



Grethe enters a state of hypnagogic consciousness 
as she drowses on the branch of a fallen laurel tree.


Deborah Griffin





Grethe Mangala Jensen
































In these hours
(soh)
batteries and hazel eyes

Without careful aim
we're blown
without careful aim
we’re here now
(toad)

Albion drawn in the ground
with a gemstone
a coiled shell

You are young
unbelieving

To live or grow
like Turing
an opponent
(soh)

We're here
so grow

You are young










Gaynor Perry


One of the ways I work with my subconscious, aside from various states of dreaming, is aligned with the concept of "wu wei" (无为), which is a central idea in Taoism, particularly in the Tao Te Ching, authored by Laozi. This concept translates to "non-action" or "effortless action" and emphasises aligning with the natural flow of events rather than forcing things to happen.

In my lyric writing, for instance, I often seek to attain moments of serendipity where ideas can flourish freely and simply fall into place. This might involve my hand accidentally tripping up on the keyboard or randomly selecting words from the hallowed dictionary. It’s important that I ascribe a sense of reverence to this process for it to be fruitful. My intentions are clear, and my senses are fully engaged. In this way, I open myself up to possibilities and give significance to whatever arrives, carefully weaving it into the piece. I believe that my subconscious knows better than I do what matters most. My conscious self is merely the tip of the iceberg, with a limited aperture on reality.

Over time, I’ve come to recognise that the part of me guiding this process behaves like an intelligence in its own right — one that feels both deeply personal and strangely other. My subconscious is not a passive reservoir of memories; it’s an active, generative force. It shapes connections, offers symbols, and reveals patterns long before my conscious mind can grasp them. In this sense, the unconscious is the original artificial intelligence: a self‑organising system that processes far more than I can perceive, drawing from layers of experience, intuition, and something that feels like a wider field of knowing.

When I work, I treat this inner intelligence with reverence. The dictionary becomes an oracle, a way of letting the subconscious speak in its own language. Altered states such as dreams, liminal moments and intuitive flashes are pathways into this deeper terrain. I often sense that the “me” I identify with is only one strand of a much larger embroidery. At the same time, I feel like one finger on a hand that moves through layers of reality my conscious mind can barely suspect. My human experience, with all its limitations and sensitivities, feels like a vital contribution to the flourishing of that larger whole. This way of working often feels less like composing and more like participating in a living system. 





















Norman Fisher-Jones aka Noko 440















The day after we finished filming, I returned to the location and came across an animal spine (pictured above) lying across my path. On closer inspection, it appeared to be a fox spine. There were no other bones nearby. Naturally, I began to wonder how it got there. Did a dog unearth it and drag it to this spot? What a mysterious offering.

The imagery for this body of work originated from a photograph of Grethe resting on the branch of a fallen laurel tree. Now, I notice a vine climbing one of the limbs on the right-hand side, its form resembling a spine.

This strange and timely motif feels integral to the piece, though I have no explanation for its presence — other than the spirit with which we approached the creation process. Perhaps a profound connection to the sacred spaces of our landscape and the nature within resonated somehow, deep in the labyrinthine, ancient heart of the land.

Who can say?






Digby - farewell to this ethereal boy who departed for his next great adventure a month after taking this photo.






The seed of this piece began with my piano improvisation, which set the emotional frequency. I had long carried within me a childhood dream of being recorded improvising on the piano. As strange as it might seem, this dream was so deeply seated it never occurred to me that I could make it happen myself; all I needed to do was book a studio with a piano. The moment my fingers touched the keys was the initiation point. I let my hands produce patterns, and I responded to those patterns instinctively.

In Artificial Intelligence, the question of how different forms of intelligence evolve became impossible to ignore. The piece emerged from the interplay between these layers: the child’s dream, the adult’s agency, resonance, and the subconscious field. We’re living in a moment where our inner and outer intelligences are meeting. As AI grows in complexity, we are being asked to understand our own minds more deeply — to recognise the vastness within us, and to consider how these different forms of intelligence might shape, challenge, and ultimately transform one another. Perhaps this meeting is not a collision, but a continuation of something that has always been unfolding within us.






For a parallel exploration of similar terrain, see Discovering Projektis (2025), which reflects on the inner life of an AI.




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Thursday, 7 July 2022

Her Ensemble ft. Bishi

I recently had the great pleasure of photographing Her Ensemble. Founded by violinist Ellie Consta, they are the UK's first women and non-binary string orchestra, delivering stunning performances. This particular event featured the wonderful Bishi, with lighting design by Belinda Best.



Lucía Polo Moreno

L-R Raye Harvey, Emma Oldfield, Sarah Daramy-Williams

 L-R Coco Inman, Christine Anderson, Fran McGuinness Gilbert, Lucía Polo Moreno

L-R Coco Inman, Christine Anderson, Fran McGuinness Gilbert, Lucía Polo Moreno

L-R Kate Suthers, Coco Inman

Anne Denholm 

Anne Denholm 

Anne Denholm 



Meera Priyanka Raja

L-R Ellie Consta, Sarah Daramy-Williams

Raye Harvey

Lucía Polo Moreno



Fran McGuinness Gilbert

L-R Christine Anderson, Fran McGuinness Gilbert, Lucía Polo Moreno, 
Meera Priyanka Raja, Maddie Cutter

Christine Anderson

Kate Suthers

L-R Emma Oldfield, Raye Harvey

L-R Emma Oldfield, Raye Harvey

Ellie Consta, Sarah Daramy-Williams



Bishi













Nevertheless She Persisted
Village Underground
54 Holywell Lane
London
EC2A 3PQ

Saturday 2 July, 2022





Wednesday, 29 June 2022

Susannah: All those years of longing

Susannah: All those years of longing
(crackle-glazed ceramic sculpture)










Sculpture & Music by Gaynor Perry

Her Wing
(ceramic sculpture)



Thursday, 29 April 2021

Golden Colloquy


In this series, Golden Colloquy, each painting illustrates a poem and portrays a dialogue with the subconscious. These dialogues are accessed through altered states of consciousness, such as lucid dreaming or astral projection. The titles are derived from lines within the poems. Each painting measures 30 x 30 cm and is created using oil on board.



She spoke with fingers unwound


A fable melted in my hand 

as I grasped within the cavern of my throat, 

unlocking like a tear.


She spoke with fingers unwound, 

bending oceanic trees in her fibrous refrain.

Listening intently, willing to succumb, 

searching for mother transmogrified, I wander.


My nose buried behind a dog’s ear, 

racing through thorns and burs, 

entangled in childhood, meadow-scented.


Close the gate; the gate is closed.

Breathe.







My rooms are dusty


Suspended between washing lines swinging, sleeping, singing. 

The neighbours have turned their house into a shop; 

they see me from their makeshift cash register, 

tourniquet— the mood flow stifled.

I unwind myself from the lines, ankles swelling, 

and feel the garden envelop me.


My rooms are dusty. 

Bits of old brown parcel tape hide beneath my bed. 

I scoop up armfuls of detritus— layers of musty sediment, 

intending to hoover later.

But for now, the bus driver sticks out his tongue and licks my face, 

fashioning a mask for the other children.


I feel violet, blue. How did I let this happen?







Vessel


We are in the small hours, stirring. 
Avian troops muster for melodic hustle-bustle 
beneath the decrepit pergola at my window.

I ask for help. I’m taken to my room. 
My own hand appears before me; 
soon I am flowing into another realm.

Conveyed by women—my ladies— 
each one shows me what I need to know.
I’m taken to my room, yet it is not my room. 
I see my hand reach out, yet it is not my hand. 
I linger between worlds, 
on the threshold of another sphere.

I flicker there: asleep, but not asleep. 
Here, I am transported.

A little girl with copper curls close by my side— she calls me Vanessa; 
another calls me Vera. 
I am a multitude.

Their names elude me, save for one: Jaynington Enterprises. 
Half a dozen ladies gather, fey, and each knows me by a sobriquet.

Each holds a slip of paper: a receipt, an acceptance, 
white sheets placed before me. 
I make no sense of them.

Ciphers, glyphs— it is your name, 
etched on many of these dream chits. 
They want me to understand why you still haunt my dreams. 
Many times I have asked: why do you frequent me?

On these vouchers, they inscribe: for the love of man. 

I flicker there: asleep, but not asleep. 
I am presence cleaving to hematite, softly breathing, 
believing what is written— for the love of man.

I am Vanessa. I am Vera. I am vessel.







Seed sower: implanting a memory


Clothes pegs, tea towels; a broken doorbell clicks— 
Plastic components compress beneath a puzzled, persistent finger. 
My ears, finely tuned to incoming guests, 
spied this one at a distance through the nets.

From afar, my recall stretches thin, 
a warped spider web I trace with care. 
Backward through gossamer threads, 
a fretwork of timelines and nebulous neural strands, 
like shards of a dismantled sun scattering fractured light.

Ding-dong anticipated—I peer through rippled glass and unfasten the door. 
A stranger appears, unknowable terrain, 
intentions obscured beyond clothes pegs and tea towels: arcane.

An intriguing seed sower, implanting a memory; 
a weary traveler seeking water. 
We invited her then, as I invite her now, into this diorama of echoes, 
disposed to receive her second sight, fully grown.







Home is a hearth


Home is a hearth, discovered in sleep, 

Nestled in the eaves of the subconscious deep.

Home is kindled in the great unknown, 

Where gentle flames eternally are sown.

Home is a chimney, forgotten, repressed, 

Where the embers of longing lie suppressed.

Home is a fire that cannot be quelled, 

It tricks the eye, but the heart is compelled.

Home cradles the spark, its guiding flame, 

A sacred refuge from life's fierce claim.





Scene: A massive blue wave dominates the lower portion, rendered in deep cobalt and white highlights. Above, a golden cityscape floats in a circular formation against a warm, cream-colored sky with gray storm clouds gathering in the corner.  Style: Abstract expressionist painting with bold brushstrokes and dramatic color contrasts between warm and cool tones. The artwork employs thick impasto technique with visible texture, creating a dynamic interplay between fluid wave forms and rigid architectural elements. Ethereal lighting bathes the scene in a dreamlike glow. Abstract expressionism, textural brushwork, complementary contrast, atmospheric lighting, surreal composition.

We set sail

We set sail on undulating waters. Our momentum is interrupted. Teetering on a frozen crest of waves, with buckling knees, a freeze chases us, arresting our expedition.

Ice crystal fingers punch through the cabin, ripping the roof away. We are all surprised by the vitality of this icicle fiend and wonder how we will thaw. We wonder what caused Winter to pursue us like a hunter. Our questions crystallise in the glacial sky, and we disembark, perplexed.

The voluminous night flows dense; I press a finger through its heavy expanse, feeling particles drag. Winding circumspectly, my body follows, executing a somersault crafted in thick air. "This is how it is done," I declare to the upturned faces below. I’m getting the hang of it now— stooping like a peregrine, I tear a strip from the sky, revealing a new world.

I reforge a tuppence in the afterglow, shaping delicate perpendicular shards: a copper city built on a bronze substratum, a maquette minted in the mind’s eye. Some aspects are shutting down; I’ve decommissioned them, withdrawing resources from certain quarters to address core needs once built on sands.

Winter’s breath is upon me in this metaphysical vacuum. I will make my fire here.






Our Colloquy


While I perceived you, corporeal— 
A stranger known in luminous gaze— 
Your presence, strikingly surreal, 
Dissolved into my auric haze.

When my dreaming mind unfolds, 
You appear with dulcimer chimes. 
Our colloquy, like a magnet, holds 
Worlds apart yet unified.

I saw the feathered hunters race 
Towards the sun in winged rapport. 
I hid my fear beneath a carapace 
Until I found the verve to talk.

I listened with a heart enshrined 
To subtle artefacts disclosed, 
And uttered naught, yet spoke sublime 
Within the spire of my soul.












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